My High School experience with depression
April 52010
A video request taken from my last video, in which I discuss my high school experience and what it was like going through high school with depression and dealing with self-injury. This is an overall video, if you have any in-depth or specific questions as to my experiences in high school, please let me know and I will certainly make a part 2 and answer questions.
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April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
@xsullengirlx yes …
@xsullengirlx yes eating disorders are a biatch. ive had bulimia for 1 year 4 months. and being in high school, and being different from everyone else, and being a cutter, doesnt make things better
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I have no idea what …
I have no idea what you’re talking about. You were and are gorgeous.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
@ClythiaMystica You …
@ClythiaMystica You don’t want to “stop eating” – eating disorders are a bitch… I may have lost the weight fast but I sure wasn’t happy.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
And now I go to an …
And now I go to an alternative school because the people who were very hateful. MY school was the “best in the state” kind of school but everyone who was there didn’t seem to have a soul.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
And now I go to an …
And now I go to an alternative school because the people who were very hateful. MY school was the “best in the state” kind of school but everyone who was there didn’t seem to have a soul.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I’m a total loner …
I’m a total loner everyone hated me in my first couple years of high school and I had “friends” who were just bad people man. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
u lost 62 pounds …
u lost 62 pounds over the summer.. wow.. thats amazing, how did you do it? i mean, how did you keep from eating all the time? i cant stop eating..
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
Melikes your old …
Melikes your old pictures!!! you should post them on facebook
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I hope you are …
I hope you are doingbetter since Your first video. Are you off wellbutrin? Find A christian Church that teaches the Bible, You will get great support there.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I dont feel …
I dont feel comfortable saying anything through comments. I sent you a (lengthy) message… In short, I’m a mess
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
hi. i si and i love …
hi. i si and i love your channel because its not only personal but really informative and helpful for others who don’t understand si. thanks for your great vids. btw…this is sorta random, but you look like you’ve lost weight. ps. always love ur hair. it’s awesomeness. ♥
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I hated high school …
I hated high school but thankfully I had plenty of credits and had the chance to graduate one year early which eased the monotonous suffering lol. By the way you are quite attractive, you should go with curly hair though I think it would suit you better.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
yeah high school …
yeah high school sucked, but being around other people definitely beats sitting around each day in isolation with nothing to do.
Also, drugs helped a lot with dealing with depression throughout school… I highly recommend them.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I’ve not commented …
I’ve not commented before, not wanting to be one that makes really redundant comments, but watching this I felt I’d like to. I really admire your bravery and openness in your vids; from the amount of views and comments they clearly mean a lot to a lot of people. You’re an inspiration. And you are pretty; now and in your pics. That’s probably inappropriate and creepy, but if you say you’re not one thing it means you’re the total opposite, right? I just wanted you to know that that’s not the case.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
i had your high …
i had your high school experience, except i didn’t pass anything
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
@coffeetree …
@coffeetree typically 14-15 as a freshman. most people are 14, very soon going to turn 15 when they start.
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
This has nothing to …
This has nothing to do with the video, but I just found you here on youtube and I don’t know why, but I just feel a real sense of connection to you, and I saw that glove on your neck and found out you’re an MJ fan too! I plan to visit Neverland etc. when I move back to CA… if I get up the courage I want to make a video response to you sometime, although I’m not much in front of a camera talking…hehe. But we have some common issuses, and loves, I see. Well, take care!
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
what age do start …
what age do start you high school in the US?
Rich kids make the worst bullies because they think they are better than everyone else because they have money
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
how did your …
how did your classmates find out about your si?
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
ive been …
ive been selfinjurung for about four years now, im in the 10th grade and i feel so depressed, i just dont know what to do. at pone point last year i had to see a guidence counciler, because i ‘’seamed depressed”, and i lied about injuring my self, i just want to know, is it bad if im surpressing my feeling??
Thanks xxx
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
My high school …
My high school experience was awful. I graduated like 20 years before you and mental health care was crude to say the least. I remember I was the first person I knew of in High School who went to a psychiatrist (I suspect more go now). I am still dealing with my problems and two years ago had to go on disability, unfortunately. I am hoping for your sake that you learn how to cope with your problems because I did not – and living life with Bipolar and severe depression isn’t for sissies.Good Luck
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
i started self …
i started self injuring in about 5th grade. and continued to for about four years untill my family and friends found out.. so i stopped because my mom told me if i kept doing it i would be sent somewhere for help. and my boyfriend didnt want to go out with a “crazy” person. it didnt mean i didnt want to. so all this time..its been about four years since then and ive been doing it again just because i miss it..is that weird?
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I’m glad u made it …
I’m glad u made it through HS and are out on the other side of the tunnel now!
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
I have been self …
I have been self injuring for about 4 years now…I had struggled in high school and I am now doing online school. I bunch of stressful stuff has come up…and I have tried to seek help in friends, but I still feel terrible. I don’t know if I should seek outside help…but I have sent to a mental health place before and I HATED it. But I do need some outside help…not that I do not trust me friends…What should I do…
April 5th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
@XxMirandaMaggotxX …
@XxMirandaMaggotxX That’s when I started, too, I feel like that year was hell. 13 years, must be a cursed age.